``My mind is satisfied, but my body is not at all satisfied,'' says Sayaka Yamashita, 38. - A housewife who has been married for 8 years. - I got married in September, not long after I turned 30. - ``I don't want to be left behind.'' To be honest, I was feeling anxious as more and more people around me were getting married. - ``Now that I think about it, I guess I compromised on something important.'' Her husband's personality is ◎, his income is stable, and his income is ○, but only his physical compatibility is bad. - ``To put it simply, my husband is not a lewd person,'' and before she knew it, sex with him had become an obligatory act. - ``I want to have more pleasurable sex.'' This feeling becomes stronger every time I have sex with my husband. - Then, I finally couldn't stand it anymore and was contacted by someone who wanted to appear in an adult video that would probably have no repercussions. - ``I don't want to have an affair, I just want to have sex.'' Leave it to me, and let me enjoy the experience that will be burned into my mind until I feel satisfied!