``I'm already this old, so I don't think I have anything to lose (lol)'' Hikari Arai, 59, is currently living separately from her husband, who has been married for 33 years. - ``My daughter is still single, but she doesn't seem to want to get married because she's obsessed with her job and hobbies.It's a little lonely, but I've given up on my grandchildren, and I think I'll be free to do whatever I want with my life... - ''When she appeared on the show, she didn't mention her husband at all, and it seemed like she was very cold, so it was hard for me to start talking about it. - ``My husband...has never taken care of his home, drinks every day, comes home in the morning, gambles on his days off, and leaves everything at home to me...'' Momo, that's enough! - I understand! - Enjoy the best cheating sex that will make you forget about Hikari's daily life, which has endured a difficult married life! - !