``Originally, I was a good wife who was devoted to her husband,'' says Hitomi Otsuka, 40. - It's been 14 years since we've been married and have had a son and a daughter. - However, when she started working as a receptionist at a medical clinic, things changed drastically. - For Hitomi, who had been confined to her home and busy raising children, experiencing the outside world for the first time in 10 years was extremely stimulating. - Not long after, she had an affair with a co-worker. - Even though she was in her 40s, she learned that there was a man who still saw her as a woman, and ``I couldn't control my brakes (lol).'' She pursued her escalating desire for pleasure and arrived at the AV stage. - ``I want to feel the thrill of being verbally abused.'' Please watch the moment when a white-skinned wife who ran away from home regains her woman through the pleasures of unfaithfulness.