SONE-948 — "I Want To Be Needed By Everyone..." A Lonely Female Art Student Volunteers To Be A Shy Nude Model, Saki Shirakami

She wasn't good at talking to people. Ever since she was little, she'd always been alone, and drawing was her only world. Even after entering art school, she couldn't fit in, her presence was insignificant, and she spent her days quietly drawing with a pencil in the corner of the classroom. But one day, at a small drawing session to which everyone had invited her, Sakka's world was shaken just a little. When a nude model couldn't attend, she volunteered to do it herself. Just to draw. To be of use to someone. But the gazes were much hotter than she had expected. Every time she was looked at, praised, and needed, something trembled deep inside. Wavering between embarrassment and pleasure, Sakka realized, "It's okay for me to be here." It was the warmth of "approval" she had never felt before. Later, Sakka took off her clothes once again. "I want you to look at me more closely." The feeling of being surrounded by gazes in that classroom still tingled deep inside her body. In front of Aizawa, she quietly dropped her bathrobe. She wasn't ashamed to be naked. But with only one pair of eyes on her, her heart beat quickened. Her breath nearly choked. She could feel the 'me' trembling before his eyes. As he touched and traced her, Sakka trembled as she encountered new sensations. The pleasure of being seen, the stimulation of being touched. And beyond that, the feeling that filled the depths of her body - even though it was her first time, she couldn't resist. Rather, she was immersed in the heat. "Look...more..." His eyes were fixed only on Sakka, and she was overjoyed by this. Before she knew it, Sakka was seeking him with her hands, giving him with her mouth, opening her legs, and welcoming him again and again. Sex was much gentler, and much more lustful, than she had imagined. And both of these things slowly melted Sakka's mind and body. Being 'needed' went hand in hand with pleasure. The 'me' being seen was no longer the 'me in a picture', but the 'me in desire'. She felt embarrassment, but also joy. With each sensation while being watched, Sakka's outline became clearer. This is surely the first story of her journey to find herself.